If I took a day off....
If I took the day off from what I do best
Stand before you to face my final test,
It’s a quest for the truth that is out there to find
To fulfill the prophesy predicted in time
The crippling embrace society has on us all
I feel so insignificant worthless and small
Work my ass off. I am at your beck and call
Knowledge is power the weak soon will fall
The rich riding on the backs of the everyday man
Plunder and pillage they take, we plan
Meetings in shadows, in the dark of the night
Like wind from bellows it keeps the spark bright
With power and knowledge we are eager to fight
Then we will see who is broken and contrite
But the time is not now. Still more planning ahead
Though words left Unsaid the message will soon be widespread.
Like a virus that is rampant, out of control
Our faith won’t be damped it nurtures our soul
Our numbers increase continually expand
For the love and beliefs that are in the Curran
Our plan gathers momentum it will unfold soon enough
Those peoples incertum , are the ones we can’t trust
The night it has fallen it’s our time to shine
The morally polluted will suffer their crime
Twelve of us chosen; only nine will survive
Three will be martyred. Dead! Won’t be revived
On that fatalistic night with bombs on our back
Feels so surreal prepare for attack
Provided with a drink to settle my nerves
Calming a sedative mild and reserved
Only For those who are prepare to meet our maker
The virgins up high. Cell phones, circuit breaker
Timers are set. The plan moves ahead
Very shortly from now many infidel’s dead
People about a bustling place, keep my eyes down, I won’t look at their face
In the corner of my eye I spy a very small girl, she smiles! It makes me recoil
Trained for my mission since I was nine, my training completed Soon it was time
I sit nervously alone on a happy lively street trying to be discrete looking down at my feet
I recite the Curran inside my head. Understanding the message that was to be spread
When the same small girl I had seen before, stood right beside me, then sat on the floor
The distraction was irrelevant to what lay ahead
But something inside of me says she shouldn’t be dead
I am not meant to question the course of the night
This is my quest my time to take flight.
An explosion occurs not far from me! People screaming trying to flee
I look at the girl still by my side, I push her away. “Run! go and hide”
She does as I told her and she runs straight ahead
I look at my watch in minutes I will be dead
Shaking nervously, my thoughts not my own
I have changed my mind. I want to go home!
The timer still ticking! Anxiety attack! I try to remove the pack from my back
Too late no time left to react. Then I see the small girl running back through the pitch black
Nothing I can do to make it stop. I look to the sky and then I scoff,
“Oh How I wish I had taken tonight off!”